In the words of Calvin and Hobbes, "the days are just packed." Summer has quickly come to an end and now everything gets crazy. I have to get myself out of this crazy impractical schedule, pack up my life, and move to another state. Talk about STRESSFUL.
Summer was great. Not very relaxing haha, I worked a lot but the few vacations we took were really great. San Diego, "sorta" camping, and Utah were very nice and I spent so much time with my family, it was awesome.
Well, today at church I had an emotional experience that left me pretty overwhelmed. I was asked to speak in Laurels about "group dating" and experiences I had at BYU with that. I wrote down some stuff during Sacrament Mtg and after getting into the room, my heart started beating real fast and I just knew-I had to talk about my experiences while dating Kevin. I was nervous and really worried about offending someone but I took a deep breath and...I honestly don't remember what I said. I talked about a few of the group dates I went on at BYU and then I honestly can't remember what I said. I do remember that the girl I've been thinking about looked up and wasn't holding her head in shame. Her mom really wanted me to talk to her. As I look back, I think this is as close as I could get to talking to her.
At the end of the day, the stress burns off. My mind is clear and all I want to do is sleep. However, I know that I have tons to do. Which makes me a little too overwhelmed.
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